My Husband Takes Trips With His Female Co-Worker But Swears They Aren't Sleeping Together' - Woman Cries Out

My husband and I have been married for almost six years now and we’ve  been together for a total of 12 years. I recently discovered that he has been sneaking around with a woman we both know who happens to be his co-worker.

This woman has been to our house and our kids have even played together. When I confronted him about his affair he admitted that he was seeing her but they were not involved sexually. I find it hard to believe him because I found out that they were taking trips together. Even after I confronted him and we decided to work things out, I discovered that he was still talking to her on the phone before and after work.

A part of me wants to believe that he loves me and wants to continue working things out. But I am finding it hard to like someone I love. Sometimes I love him to pieces and sometimes I am not liking the sight of him. He is very adamant about not seeking marriage counseling. I don’t even think he even knows why he cheated in the first place. He claims that nothing is wrong at home he just wanted to try something new. I find this to be disturbing and offensive at the same time. Please help, I need advice.